Too late..

ive lost it..

gr.....

Okay....u know what? I'm sick of HER! After leaving me at home to clean and goin to Subang, she comes home and calls me stupid AND selfish. WHY??? I don't even know myself! I swept the floor, cleaned the air-con and the fans. I'm this close to giving up....

Cleaning

So today my hope for a calm and peacefull day was wrecked when my mom said that we were going to clean house! I don't mind this but when she said "Okay J-Han you clean the house while me J-An and Shan are goin to Subang to pick your camera" i nearly threw the computer at her. So right now im sweeping, mopping, washing and vacumming the house while they are having a good time in town. :/

Last Night

Okay, so last night i was s'posed to go to my dad's friends house and meet some friends. We were prolly gonna drink and gamble but when i reached the place i was the only person there...it was so akward. So i texted all my friends that were coming and guess what?? They all werent coming o.0" Could you imagine the disappointment i was feeling? Well since there was nothing to do i wandered around the house like a madman XD and i found the CUTEST dog in the world!! Since i didn't have my cam i can't show u a pic. After that me n my sis sat on the couch emo-ing for 1 hour. When more ppl started to arrive we made some friends yay! So we started gambling and drank just a tiny bit. THEN we all jumped into the pool! With ALL OUR CLOTHES ON! Later on we got out and dried up. Soon people started to leave and we all got bored again. Just before I

left the host gave me this:

Why?

Why? It's always a question i'm asking myself.
WHY did i have to be born with this family and mother?
WHY is my dad such an ass to my mom?
WHY is my brother so selfish and stupid?
WHY don't my parents understand anything i do?
BUT one thing i am gratefull for are my friends...all of them.

Hatred

Yes i hate a certain somebody in my life. It's sad that its my mom. I despise her so much. But i can't seem to do anything about it. I guess i'll just have to bear with it LIVING with HER for another 2 or 3 years and go to college and be RID of her.